So. Finally got closure.
I dunno where to go to from here now. But I've said what i needed to say. I did my part.
I dunno how i'm supposed to react. Hurt because of what u said, or jump in jubilation cos i was right.
Either way, the ball's in your court now.
Somehow.....i don't foresee us ever talking again.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
"Try not being a misunderstood being."
As if it is that easy. Try.
Hell, ppl misunderstood me without even me trying to.
And the weigh of people's expectations...it just seems like i'm not allowed a space to commit mistakes. I'm not forgiven for some fault i overlook.
If i try to explain why i made certain mistakes, then people start saying how irresponsible of my actions i really am, how i whine to the world no one understood my well-intentions.
Irresponsible? How abt u saying that to urself? U combusted by ur own will attacking me on something YOU misunderstood, and when i showed u the reason and source of the misunderstanding, u just ignored everything like it never happened.
Not even a sorry. Not even an apology for ruining my night. Not even a token of appreciation for my little help. Not even anything...
And u just stood there and encouraged me to hurt myself even deeper, when i've been hurt so much by ur hurtful words and ur general lack of understanding me as a person.
FUCK U.
As if it is that easy. Try.
Hell, ppl misunderstood me without even me trying to.
And the weigh of people's expectations...it just seems like i'm not allowed a space to commit mistakes. I'm not forgiven for some fault i overlook.
If i try to explain why i made certain mistakes, then people start saying how irresponsible of my actions i really am, how i whine to the world no one understood my well-intentions.
Irresponsible? How abt u saying that to urself? U combusted by ur own will attacking me on something YOU misunderstood, and when i showed u the reason and source of the misunderstanding, u just ignored everything like it never happened.
Not even a sorry. Not even an apology for ruining my night. Not even a token of appreciation for my little help. Not even anything...
And u just stood there and encouraged me to hurt myself even deeper, when i've been hurt so much by ur hurtful words and ur general lack of understanding me as a person.
FUCK U.
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