Bad news.

Today, well yesterday actually, considering its now 4am, i received a bad news.


Strangely....i dun feel as sad or disappointed as i thought i will be. I seem...weirdly calm.


Its a news that will change my world, and probably others too, but...i dunno. I think i more or less expected it...but...still...something like this....i dont want it to happen. But it did.


Sigh. What to do now. Where do i go frm here after learning abt the news. Sigh...


What bad news u ask? Well...i'm not gonna reveal it yet...but...maybe i will reveal it to my AWAS peeps...i'm still waiting for a get-together. When we meet up and hang out, perhaps then...i shall tell them the news....but for now...dun ask me yet....no....


Interesting tidbit :
Do u know the Death Note character Light Yagami? Now let's focus on the name Yagami.

Yagami. Flip the words back wards ==> Imagay.

Imagay = I'm a gay.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I saw it on a person's deviantart page's comment....lol....so i thought i'd share with everyone....ehehehehhe xDDD

Of phones and headphones.

Remember my previous post where i said i bouhgt myself a new headphone??? Well i'm gonna post a pic of it...together with my 'new old phone'....

Before i go on tho...let's have a lil history lesson on the phones i ever own.

Nokia 6600

Dad found a phone....and then he traded a samsung model for this one....and let me use it when i first had my very own phone line back in 2006(yes ppl, i only had a phone 3 years ago!). It was a nice phone, but a tad bulkish, but still a very good phone...

Nokia 5300 Expressmusic

The second phone that i use. Wanted it cos its Expressmusic. Upgraded from the 6600. Not that 6600 had broken or anything, just that i wanted this badly. A moment of immaturity. And it looks damn good~~~used this for the longest time, from 2006 till 2009.

Nokia 5610 Expressmusic

By this time i was in love with anything Expressmusic. There were other new Expressmusic phones, but nothing beats this beauty. And i owned this in middle of february, right till last week when i lost it. =(((((( 3.2 megapix with 1gb storage. Plau expressmusic technology. Wat's not to love!! And the weird thing is, the market price for this model went up instead of down...shows wat a good phone this is...



Now.....

Nokia 1208. Colour phone with not even infrared and blutooth. Really basic. But....its got flashlight!! And different themes for different profile modes!! cool ehh?? hahhaha....

Now my own pic of my phone...sorry for the low quality shot...lighting's not good in my room lol..





Here's one...with my new headphones. xDD

Sigh...today go spring got alot of things...wanna take pic oso cannot...sigh...still missing my 5610...
Hmm...i think i wanna end my posts with quotes or funny trivias i found on the net...like this is cool...at least my reader knows sumting as well....well i will start with this current post....hope everyone likes this idea. Till then..ciao~~
Trivia : Do u know that the newly updated Batwoman comic character is a lesbian?? Betcha din know that....heheheh.....

Spring....Transformers.

Ahhh..just got back from Spring. Spent half an hour standing outside Speedy watching the first Transformers. Hahhahaha!!! Love that movie. Cant wait for my final exam to finish then watch it!!!

Then we went to the pc shop....searched for headphones...finally settled for an ewave model...cant wait to skype with it....my fellow Skypers, now we can video call!! and perhaps discuss assignment using it....ahhahaha......

Speaking abt my essay assignment, i just read the whole thing and MAN!!! there is alot to do!!! i'm boggled. my eyes like this ==> O.O

Hahaha...now i am skyping with bro...lol...k...need to do assignment then start revising for moral and malay.....wich me luck ppl!!!


"BUMBLEBEE!!! Stop lubricating on the man!!" Optimus Prime, Transformers xDDD

The Exposed Unknown.

Hmm. I once told a fren of mine abt my blog, how unknown my blog is. I told her i name my blog 'The Exposed Unknown', because, well, being a blog, watever i write is exposed, but since i dun tell ppl i have a blog, well, i'm quite unknown then.

But that's abt to change.

I wanna make World of Ducca public. Well its already a public blog, just that well...i should let ppl know abt the existence of my blog already. Heeeheh. After all, why do u blog? Hahhaha. Just link me as Ducca....but...spread all u want....lolss....

Remember when i said i was hungry just now? Well i ate half of my Chipsmore cookies...inside got one packt of cards...lol...wonder wat those cards are for...and then one piece had to fall off and all the crumbs fell onto my lappie. Sigh. As if my keyboard wasnt full of cookie crumbs already.

Oh ya tat reminds me....when i was drawing for my ex 3 that day in libary, i was eating cookies as well. Hope my lecturer dont smell any cookie on my art......Lol.............

Oh ya. Just deleted someone from my friends list in Facebook. Sigh. I feel more lifted. Those are ppl that give me bad memories. Even tho we share something in common, but...i dun like them. They.....give me pressure. So...i deleted them. Feel better now.

So ya. Things to look forward to: jalan2 in spring with bro, headphones, and the 'reopening' of Ducca to the world...and also look forward to comments on my previous post,w here i asked one question: What will you fight for?? Comment comment.....pls and thanks!! =)

Testing testing...

So until now, i havent posted any pics in my blog yet...so i wanna try out posting sum. Just trials...u know??

To start off...i'm gonna post a pic of my desktop....how it looks like after rushing thru assignments 5 days straight....LOL.....

With that many things on the desktop...it took me a full 2 mins to look for my Skype icon....LOL.....I've had it worse last time. It almost went to my widgets on the right. Man.....but nevermind, i had cleared and sorted everything out...next up is backing it up to my hard disk....ehheehhe...

Hmm....looks like the pic thing is looking good!! Lol....hahah....wallpaper is from a game that i've been anticipating for a long time...rily cant wait...hahaha...

I have one question though, for u readers....its on my lappie desktop....

"WHAT WILL YOU FIGHT FOR?"

=)))) Tell me in the comments....

Patapon..u are still out of my reach.....

Woke up at 2.15pm today. First time i slept till afternoon!! Sweeattt~~~!!

Man its hot here. And i haven eat yet. Feel hungry. Maybe i'll grab some cookies from above. Haha. Arghhh...feel so lazy to do my essay assignment...research....theories....i hate u....lolzz.....

I wanna play my Patapon. But...i left my pendrive in my friend's car....sweatt....always like that....jeez...now i cant play cos the game is inside...oh bugger.....

Ya i just send an email to my lecturer abt my misplaced frames....stupid...all becos i named the file wrongly...ahh...damn....so blurr these days...sigh...when my lecturer read my mail she'll be wondering how come she has such a blurr student @.@

Speaking of blur, i miss my blur blur fren back in home. cant wait to go back see her.

Hmm...just five days into exams...and the library is getting more and more empty now...most ppl finish exams....cool...yesterday i even manage to bag the best seat in library ever....no CCTV camera watching u...and no space for other ppl to look wat u are doing from behind...very nice...just perfect spot for designing stuff....hate it when ppl look at ur stuff frm behind...give me pressure only!!! Aahahah....soon...it'll be foundation student's turn for exams......mwahahahhaha.....

Wanna buy headphones. So i cud play Skype. Hahahhaha!!! Go Skype!! Highly recommended~~~

Lighter shoulders.

Today i feel like a heavy rock had been lifted off my shoulder. Hahah. As cliched as it may sound, i do feel somewhat 'lighter' today...

U see...i finally passed up my last major assignment. Now i am left with one more essay assignment and 2 more exams. Then....FREEDOM!!!! All the weeks of intense stress and little rest...is finally over. Now i can rest for abit than study again for exam, and after that i'm free to do wat i want...till i go back home dat is.

Cant believe i have 2 weeks left before i go back home. I'm so happy!!! But my happiness is somewhat dented by the fact i still need to tell my parents abt the lost phone...dunno how they react!! Wish me luck ppl~~

Today coincidentally, the Chief Minister came to my campus. I was even forced to go out of the library to go to the MPH to attend his seminar. The guy in library so rude. The way he announce, wat 'order from registrar', wat 'i repeat, to all students in library, u MUST go to the library NOW...'....the way he talk, so rude!!

Then the new bulding got red carpet again...wahseh...i din folow the red carpet tho...so i dunno where that will end up..no wonder campus suddenly so many flower pots...no wonder last night got lorry bring chairs to MPH...no wonder my friend cant park her car where she wanted due to areas being blocked away for guests and VIP!! =.="


I didnt see the man tho. I dun go for his seminar as well, cos i need to touch up on my last major assigments, 'music lyrics'.........


Lol. I ended up not liking my pieces. I am only satisfied with 3 out of the 6 frames we all need to do. LOL~~ and i made the mistake of putting frame 1 together wiht the 3rd frame for my lecturer..sigh..have to change it....

So deadline time was 5pm..and i only went and print around 4.30pm...lol...cos i'm slow...and cos got traffic jam. By the time we came back campus(my friend the Bunny brought me over to Saberkas and back again...thanks!) it was already 5pm. Shitt!!

But thank goodness the lecturer as kind enough to let me arrange my work and burn the cd in the office...lol..so i made it...except for one stupid thing that is the wrong frame thing. Guess i have to mail lecturer....

So wat did i do after handing up the assignment...well....i watched some of the stuff i got from my BK A classmate...cool...then...I FINALLY DID MY LAUNDRY. It has been there for weeks. Ugh. I serious;y no time to do laundry.......hell..i cant seem to have enuff time for everything...and also cos i know my laundry will take me around 2 hrs...how can i waste time do laundry lehhh...lol...


Thank goodness for finishing laundry, i almost have nothing else to wear already!! ahahah!! Ah...i jus went fell asleep for awhile..so tired...and i also returned to my Facebook today..found i had 97 notifications and that my Dreyfus had turned all smelly. LOL~~

Hmm...wat else i wanna add ahh? Ya...today eat supper i tink too muhc ajinomoto...now i'm craving for cold water. ANd i keep drinking my plain water. So i wanted to buy cold drink at the vending machine,, but the machine is broken(why all the machines in campus all broken no one fix? lol~)...so in the end i did not get any drink at all. And i am still thirsty...

Oh ya roomie back liao. Well looks like she's staying in room for the night...but...just now she went out again...i saw my other fren checking himself out in the toilet downstairs...i had a feeling they are going out in their own little group again...oh wells. Curently i am still alone in room...lol....

Lol ya. So dat was today from me to u all. Interesting day. And also the last day in campus where all of us classmates meet each other in class together. Aww. Hope we get to hang out together soon tho. Heheheh...nice to be everyone's classmate...i learnt alot from all of u...thanks everyone~~

Speaking abt classmates....me so weird...i only got close to my other classmates when semester is ending...weird, but with me that is an usual thing...cos...i dun warm up to ppl fast easily...and the weird thing is, i'm losing my 'gang' at the same time as well...wow...so many things happen at crucial time...made me so stress the past 3 weeks...

But thankfully, i got to chat and laugh with some of my classmates...cos the whole semester, i wasnt in anyone's group. Well i'm not categorising myself, but really, i dont mix much. It all changed nearly 3 weeks ago when a few of us started chattin with each other online after playing a 'note' in facebook...lol...can say facebook provided the spark to this friendship ignition. Lol..i'm glad..i'm really glad....so that when i leave here and go back to hometown, i can go knowing i rily did make frens in my class, even tho i lost my 'hostel' frens the 'gang'...meaning, i did get to know my classmates and stuff...which is cool...cos they are one of me: they are designer students!!

So yea...before i get anymore sentimental...let's end this post..with a line i wrote which i liked, cos it popped into my head suddenly and it sounds nice...


"Intense stress and little rest"


Man i feel like rapping. Haha. Thanks Bunny again for being there today~~~

Mini update~

So here's a teeny weeny update. Remember my last post? Well, currently i have finished ex. 3 (12 frames, 4 for each 3 topics) and ex. 4. Hah. Time is running out. I am going to start my ex. 2 (3 silhoutte frames) afta this. Then hopefully in time to finish touch up MV frames. Grr!!!

Finished drawing all 12 frames for ex. 3 in nearly 6 hours. Average 2 hour per topic. Damn. SO slow!!!! Haiz. But i finished my ex. 4 faster than i expected, so yea dat's cool. But still....i need to hurry up!!!

Huh. My roommie not here tonite again. She called me just now abt my rackets. Cos i put mine together with hers in her big bag. Just now she wanted to move her big bag to the 'bf's house. Heh. I dunno wat to think abt that. Its their thing, her thing. She and the 'bf' how already i oso dunno. Been losing touch with everyone from 'that group' since that incident. Oh wells.

Ya today in library i saw something. Well yesterday in library there was a very loud noise coming from the right side of the one-person table...and everyone was looking in dat direction. Me of cos not so kepo la...i din go see....so i dunno wat happen. I tot people stuff drop down. Then today...while i was searching for a nice table to do my work...i saw it!! The whole damn table broke down from the cabinet!! Wow. Watever the dude who sat there put on the table....sure its heavy!! Or the table was already weak. And sorry, no pics of it. My camera phone is lost~~~~ =(((


Ahh,,,then the library today by 2.45pm quite empty...cos all the ppl went to exam!! Hahhah can see who is business student and who's not....lol.........


Ahh. Cant wait for friday to come. And go. Haiz. Back to assignments~~~


P/S i really love my ex 4. its nt the best looking or most interesting, but still, i love it. cos its my idol~~~~LOL~~~~

Morning rattle.

I'm so freaking pumped up.

"AAhhh!!! 8.20am already!!!!" I thought angrily as i saw the time on my phone.

Damn....what's wrong with me?? WHy these days i easily fall asleep when i dont really need it? I need to finish assignment for god's sake. I even dozed off in the middle of 2am to wake up nearly 5am later..to say goodbye to my chat frens and go to sleep. Set the alarm to wake me up 1 hr later but no!!!! I had to leave the phone in silent mode and so no alarm rang.

Shit phone. I forgot its not like my old ones. Or any of the newer phones that rings even tho its in silent mode.

I'm being very angry at myself. Tomorrow is presentation day!!!! I had intended to not sleep for the whole of wednesday and thursday!!! Eeekk!!! I'm so pumped up. By adrenaline, by my anger. I dont care. I WILL finish the whole crap by tomorrow!!!!

To do that:

1. No sleep. Definitely!! I shall stay awake, like last week.
2. No internet. Ahh. Except to check mail. And perhaps Skype.
3. No going out to eat. Just tapau burger la!

Time is running. I've got exactly 24hours left till presentation time. In this 24 hr, i shall have to:

1. Finish those effing music frames.
2. Draw 12 frames for exercise 3.
3. Draw one for exercise 4.
4. Three more for exercise 2.


May the Force be with me.......................................................

Short lapse of concentration.....

Pffft. Wat the heck. I cant seem to concentrate on assignment. Damn. And i kept falling asleep halfway, and that doesn't help AT ALL. Why am i sleeping so randomly these dayss......man...once all this is over, i must go back to my old sleep cycle.....

Ahh. Writing this just so i wont fall asleep. Hehehhe. Hmm. I have gone 2 days without facebook now. Hahaha. I dun tink anyone played much as well, since everyone busy with exam. Oh wells, good luck everyone for the exams~~~

Speaking of exams, i realised i still dunno the dates for my Moral and BK A final exam. =SSS Ahh...i'm that ignorant. Haahah. SHould be 24th onwards tho. Hehe. Oh, and i thought i will be free after this friday. Then suddenly 20th century got major assignment again that will keep me up till 24th exactly. Man!! I have no rest at all until the exam finishes, it seems............

Ahh. Wat else for this mini update. Glad that i updated my blog. I've started to really enjoy writing again. Heck, maybe cos i had no one to talk to, and i figure i'd say it out in the blog. Hehehehe.

I got myself undestanding more of blogspots stuff. Like 'following'...and how notifications of new comment be sent to my email. I know i know....i'm THAT noob. =//// Next up: learning how to post pics up..... X))

Oh. Today is second day without my dear 5610. I only used it for roughly 3 mths, i just realised. Even tho it was bought earlier. =(((( I miss it very much. But my new phone...i still treasure it given its 'shortcomings', because, well, i treasure stuff i own. And that it is really officially the first phone i bought for myself. I dunno, i am starting to feel something towards this new phone already. Affection, perhaps? LOL!!!!

Ahh....i guess i should go back to my assignments nw. Due date this friday...i must really speed up. Time is running out and i still have those damn exercises!!! >.< No more proper sleep....or i should rephrase....more improper sleeping times now........



P/S Cant wait for the new Transformers. Today i watched a small new clip from the movie. Megan Fox and a robot.....not a big fan of Transformers, so i dunno wat that Decepticon is called....heheheh....cant wait cant wait!!! xDDD