So.... this means, we managed to survive "the end of the world aka 21st December 2012 aka Mayan Apocalypse"!!!
It's been a long time since I last blogged, and I didn't even write my birthday post yet until now, but I'm gonna talk abt it in another post as this is a
Christmas post.
As you can probably guess, I am now sitting at home on Christmas Day blogging about my Christmas. No I don't have any house to visit nor churches to attend (I don't.). I'm far away from home and my family and most of my friends aren't Christian so they don't really celebrate Christmas but like me, took part in the Christmas atmosphere and bought gifts and such. And made plans. So I'm just alone at home with nowhere to go and nothing to do.
I actually have something to do: make a drawing of Crayon Shin-chan for my colleague in the finance department. I sort of already promised her that so I'm going to try to finish it.
This year's Christmas, I gave more than I got, and I'm happy for it. The feeling when you gift someone and you see the joy in them receiving it, makes me happy the most. I definitely overspent (even bought a wrong gift and it's now lying on top of my work PC CPU alone) on gifts this year but it's okay. There's a gift for work colleague (Secret Santa!), gift for friends at an early Xmas BBQ celebration, and gifts for my best buddies who'd been by my side through the whole year.
And I'm
thankful. Very thankful. Even though I am alone on Christmas Day stuck at home, I am not unhappy; in fact I'm very thankful and I feel blessed. Because I have everyone I love still alive and healthy around me. Even though me and my family is far apart, but recently we tried to get closer to each other through online and mobile chat platforms. The connection to them eases being apart from them.
And the two buddies, whom I think I've "lost", are back with me again...I really didn't see this happening, and rightfully around Christmas month for it to turn around. September was awful and by the time I reached November, my other friend told me she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and we broke off. Slowly i patched things up with this friend....but the 1st one took a far longer time. But slowly... we got back to each other again. Started with eye contact, then to speaking TO each other, then warming up by joking with each other. It feels like the beginning all over again.
And what is it if not considered another beginning? We started anew. We didn't talk about the past anymore. We just let it go, let it be slowly forgotten in times past. Gradually, by December, I've got both of them back. I guess all this loss and found teaches us a lesson to not take the other for granted, and makes you realise how lost you are were you to lose them.
So I'm grateful and thankful for everything that has happened. Maybe not so much the bad parts, but they did somehow play a part in shaping out the good parts, and especially some life lessons, so I still have to give it to them.
Thank you. I thank everything and everyone. God bless us all and
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :D