Another start, another chapter

It seems, as fate would have it, it had happened.


As i passed through the gate into my campus, the only thought in my mind was, "I'm really here." So surreal. A year ago, something like this seemed impossible to happen. But, strangely, it HAD happened.

I was referring to me back to studying again. I couldn't take it anymore where i was last time, where i was previously. All the stuff and drama that occured was too much for me. I HAD to leave, knowing i would be happy in leaving, and other people happy in me leaving too. Their lives could return to normal. As for me......

I was back. Finally. I could be with my family again. Sure, some things have changed, but i was happy again, at least. I found love and warmth again with them. Just being around the people u've loved all ur entire time just lifted me out of my spirits, even tho' a lil this and a lil that happened, which caused us to argue a few times. I didn't mind that, because the arguements is part of our family life. It was, thankfully for most of the time, back to the old times...

But sadly, i left them again. After a mere two weeks. Too short, i told myself. I hadn't tasted all mum's cooking. I haven't watched movies with dad. I didn't play enough with my brother. Too short. But i had to go, for another chapter in my life is about to begin.

A year ago, i was offered a place into one of the private universities in my country. As happy as i was, i knew from the bottom in my heart that i wouldn't be able to study there as it was a very pricey university. So my dreams were shattered.

I remember the day when the news came. I cried, knowing that the truth i tried to put behind me came true. Mum was sorry, i was sorry. I blamed. Blamed only myself. But i told myself i should be strong and just live life with positivity...

Opportunity came. The new intake is open, and finally, there existed a course that suited what i wanted to learn(it was previously nonexistent in this particular uni, which was why i rejected going there in the first place), and what's more, with this particular uni, i stand a better chance to get a loan to support my studies. And so, after all the procedures, i went to the university.

So here i am...studying again. I found out how much i missed studying. Now is the last frontier. Now is the time. Now is the stage where i'll stage out a successful career in the future. Now is where i lay all my foundation. Now is the moment.

Thanks to my family. Thanks to my friends. Thanks to my agent. Thanks to the people who wished me well. I will try my best and shine.

And thanks to God. I think He made me go thru a miserable one year just so i could arrive where i am today.