Back~~

So i'm flying back to Miri today. I cant believe i am leaving Kuching already. I can almost feel the day when i come here...its like so near, it happened yesterday...



What have i gained from my nearly 17 weeks here. Heh. Lots. I gained knowledge. Gained secrets. Gained wisdom. Gained friends. Gained influence. Gained experience. Gained enemies. Gained power. All in all, i gained a lot of stuff, not including fat, of course. HAHA.

But i also lost many things. I lost money, my phone, FRIENDS, health, respect and chances, among many others.

Its funny how things turn out sometimes. The people u thought u are clicking with, ended up isolating u. By week 3 i had myself a group to hang out with, the people who just cracks me up and their crazy attitude absolutely means we were all having fun almost all the time. But they are not those that will talk deep, if u know what i mean. Maybe they do talk deep, but..not with me. And i realise that these are a group of people who tend to classify people. Par tof me is hating it...but..i just wasnt strong enuff to stand up to myself i guess...

Funny? How funny? The thing is, when i ws with them, the people we all diss...in the end actually helped me. Ironic rite? I guess that's what getting a taste of ur own med tastes like. This guy whom they casted away...now i ended up like him. Dude now i feel how u felt, sorry dude. And the people we made fun of...we actually shared the same thing. Victims of classification, eh?

But i am lucky. Towards the end of the sem i found myself again. With the help of ppl i can trust, of course. If not...i'm seriously gonna be on the way to derail myself..I made frens with my classmates(allrite, i admit, i'm not the mixing type...there are still some ppl in my class i haven talked to yet =.=")..and it kinda got me back together...so all's not lost....ehhehe...wanna thank them for all they've done..whether they had realised it or not...

All in all, for the weeks i spent in Kuching, i learnt alot. And i hope i did grow up a bit here. I get to see alot of stuff, learn more abt Kuching and its people, its food. And i can't help but feel something as i am preparing to fly back home.



I am already in love with the city. *finished editing 6/7*


Thanks to Bunny and Greg for accompanying to airport. I really left with a heavy heart!! =)