Pathetic emo shit.

"I'm not ok....u wear me out!!" I'm Not Okay, My Chemical Romance


This is such a weird week. And i'm not even halfway thru it yet. Wtf its just WEDNESDAY man!!!! Sunday was fine. Monday is the crappiest day EVER. Tuesday also crappy like shit, but better compared to Monday. And today for no reason i feel kinda down.






*EMO ALERT*






Laptop got wet on Monday. Luckily it dried out. And to that lady (we all know who u are), do u have an idea how many ppl *hate* u? Sweat!! Made me climb up 7 floors with my injured effing back!! Tiao. Heal liao also will injure agen la. There are other stuff that made Monday worst day ever as well, but i dont wanna think abt it again. Makes me mre depressed only.



Tuesday. Mad like hell for covering up sum ppl. Wiping their wet ass. I hate it when ppl are still so immature and wont do his bit in being responsible for his own stuff. Made me feel so anxious the whole time between my morning and afternoon class, i was storming mad when i went to my afternoon class. So mad, my own hands cant STOP SHAKING. Literally. And sorry for troubling Bunny abit there. I think i scared her when i was busy trying to make some ppl WAKE UP!!!!

Today. Dunno why. Feel so emo. Feel down. See me laugh laugh there. But u never know what i was thinking and feeling inside. Need to look at me closely to see how i am feeling deep inside. Found out we were heading into the wrong direction for our assignment all these while. Worst, i cant think of a friggin' idea myself. Wth was i thinking!!! Feel so useless. The good thing is luckily we went to this extra class and got ourselves pointed in the right direction. Sigh.

And now my media player so CLEVER. Play all those emo songs. As if i not emo enuff. Want to create more emo atmosphere issit. Its on random play la...there's no specific emo playlists. LOL. Its like it can sense how i was feeling and decided to play those typical songs. Sweat. =.=""






OMG Wth is wrong with me today!! I'm out of sorts. I guess...its stress from all that mistakes in assignment. I dunno. But..i cant seem to keep still. The tension within me...so huge.





OH WELLS. I guess my old dance partner is back. Have to waltz together now. I mean, he'd been beckoning me since last week, but since i did him wrong, i'm gonna go back to him now. If not...i really really 对不起他.





Wtf. Another emo song. "I walk alone, i walk alone." o.O




I'm gonna sing "Why Does It Always Rain On Me" now. Yes it is a real song with that name. I *love* this song. I sang this when my laptop got wet cos of the rain. =.="" Hard to find someone who still sings when their laptop is wet right. I know i'm that WEIRD.




Sigh. I just feel like letting out. The angst. Dunno. No offense to emo songs tho. This is not an emo-bashing post!! I love *some* emo songs. Especially ones that managed to stay permanent in my library. HAHA. Oh wells. Hmm. I'm analysing myself again!! Scroll down for the analysis. =.="



















I am too harsh and critical on myself. SO WHAT? All virgoes do that. Or maybe i just need lotsa beer. Lots and lots. =/





Gosh. I *shudder* to think what will happen tomorrow. I've had three bad days in a row already. And tomorrow gonna see another sian person. Haiz.