Thursday, March 25, 2010

Crossroads.

Faced with possibly one of the most difficult decisions i ever have to face in my life. I mean seriously one step or another is a life-changing choice.

I'm standing right in the middle of a crossroad. I could just feel it.....the turning point of my life. But what should i do? Which path should i choose?

U see, the thing is, too much 'maybe' and 'perhaps' are in for this too. I know no one hardly knows the result of the paths they chose in the end, but for me these stakes are kinda high...

I'm torn. Torn between this and that. Between the want and the need. I need to be rational, but somehow my logic is trying hard to defy me for sum reason.

I dunno what to do, really. What do i want? But what i want isn't totally controlled by me. I can't control the outcome, i can't control the process much. My current fate lies in the hands of others now....

Which path should i choose? The one to the left? The right? In front? Whatever it is, i can't go back, nor can i continue to stay where i am. I'm forced to make a decision soon.

Time is running out.

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