Friday, April 2, 2010

Death?

Not until last night had i given this much thought: how easy is it to die?

Last night was so intense, i'm sure i couldn't hold on anymore. I really felt i was dying....or at the very least suffer brain damage due to this intense heat....lol i even went and wiki 'Fever'...i read and thought did i just had hyperthermia instead?

Anyway, back to the topic about death. I realised last night....i could've died so easily and not one of my friends will know. Abit morbid, really, but i actually do wonder what will my friends think if they were to know i died last night and no one knew, no one cared.....

Prolly most of them will go back to living their lives like normal....my death isn't a big issue at all.

But really....in a city with no family and you can only depend on yourself, what happens when u fall sick? When u get mugged by sumone on the streets? Hell if last night i was mugged i won't be able to fight back...seeing how weak i was at that time. I couldn't even raise my umbrella properly.

What to do but suffer alone? Hardly anyone cares anyway.

2 comments:

Airyn said...

My dear...

You don't have to suffer alone...

I may not be there with you but my thoughts are...

>.< omg... i sound like your girl friend like this ah~~~

Lit Yee said...

Ahh....that is so sweet of u =) Thanks..... xD

Haha but u are my "girl" friend.... xD