Out of school

A lot had actually happened to Ducca in the past month. Where May is a month of depression for Ducca, the last 2 weeks of June and the beginning of July was a period of intense stress for Ducca.


U see…I nearly lose my job. And there is the problem of me not going to university anytime soon. While my friends, and some of them, already is getting ready for their upcoming semesters, I am left pondering if I would even go to university. I had been accepted into my choice of university already, all I had to do is to attend it.


But due to financial problems that had arisen during these period, Ducca was forced to not enter university anytime soon. So, my friends, I am sorry…I cannot enter uni the same time as u all, and so would not be able to graduate together with y’all. I am sorry. And majorly disappointed.


So for the moment, I would keep on working. I managed to secure back my job on time, so everything is okay. Despite that I am not able to attend university, something tells me this is all right, that it is okay for me to forego university and keep working, at least for the moment. Something tells me to let nature run its course, that this is the path I am meant to take. Of course it’s a bit of a shame I am not able to enter university, but, well, I got a feeling this is a better way. Of what, I don’t know. And why I thought of that, I can’t really explain. It’s like, a gut feeling. And I trust my guts. Okay, gross. I trust my ‘instincts’. Better?


Again, as I said, I am sorely disappointed, but, I get the feeling I am meant to do it this way. I wonder what God has in store for me. Well, for those going to uni or their respective institutions, I wish u all the best in ur studies. Good luck with starting to learn something in a class again!! Bless you all!


*written 13.07.08*