But i know, long before Christmas, that it'll be ruined for me.
This will be the 3rd straight year. =(
I love Christmas so much!! Even though i'm not a Christian or even know its origins or whatever, i still love it.
The songs, the atmosphere, the spirit, I LOVE IT!!!!
It's my most favourite festival of the year!!
But it's going to be ruined...
I used to sing happily or hum happily when i hear christmas songs....now the Christmas songs just make me sad.
Especially "Last Christmas" by Wham!. I used to diss this song alot, saying "it's not a Christmas song, its a freaking love song!!"
Yes karma's a bitch, and look what happened. Stuff happened to me almost exactly the same in the song. And what's worse, i hear it EVERYWHERE. Like it isn't enough to drive me to death...
Sigh. Why is my Christmas this year gonna be ruined, u ask?
Well because...i lost everything, and everyone, and because of that, i lost the whole meaning of celebrating it too.
Christmas to me, is also a season of giving & forgiving....i am as happy giving presents as receiving them. Spreading the love, ya know? =)
Bt no....i dun have anyone else to celebrate it with anymore. Damn, i'm even working on Christmas Day. What to celebrate? Who to celebrate with?
Just gimme lotsa beer...and i'll drink myself to sleep i guess...
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