Only when u need me.

U only come find me when u want something from me.

A piece of information.....a favour...

Wat else?

It used to be when u wud find me for ANYTHING....

Now u only come to me when u are bored....when u are curious abt stuff i knw which u don't...

You dont even greet me....ask how i am....stuffs...u just jumped straight to YOUR point.....

And when u got what u wanted(how can i ever say no to u?) u just leave the conversation hanging there...

Silence...

In the silence i am waiting....foolishly waiting...

If u'll ever ask me how am i doing, or what's up with me...

Perhaps u sensed it....u sensed the silence...

And then, miraculously...u asked...

"what's up?"

I would've been happy....should've been happy when u asked...

But....i can't help but feel...

U asked just for the sake of asking.

I was tempted....to tell u how i really am.

But...u didn't care from the start. Why should you care now if i tell you?

U didn't even put in heart into what u're asking...

So what if i told u?

U don't care at all.

U asked just for the sake of asking.

And to think....it took this conversation for me to confirm what i've suspected all along...

U 'hid' me didnt u? if u didn't..then u really avoided my stuff...

Until what i had posted or shared...u don't even know.

U really avoided me that much huh. U really went to such lengths to show u dun care huh.

Seriously? After what we've been through...

Am i only worth this much?

Only find me when u are bored...only for information extraction...

Even had to set certain rules when we talk....

Couldn't we talk like how we did before?

I just want us back to where we once used to be...

Before all hell broke loose.

I meant something to u then. Now i mean nothing...

Sometimes i rather u leave me alone...

Sometimes i rather u don't find me at all...

If the only thing u want from me is just information.